Relaxing in the garden

Goodbye Bonmarcheee

Yessss. Finally I've finished Bonmarche forever and ever and ever. I will never have to go back there and have to clean again. I kept doing little dances round the shop haha, I was buzzing! Early shift today, so it was nice to be home for 3. It's been a decent little sunday job. Been there a whole year, its gone so fast. The best times were when Naz was there! She was of offit.

I have such a bad cold :/ I feel awful... I was supposed to be seeing the new film Sex in the City tonight with Sam, i'm not going to enjoy it feeling like this so I had to cancel. But 'The Hills' 'The City' and '16 and Pregnant' is on tonight :D

The Notebook - My Immortal Evanescence

Beamish

Went on a trip with college today to Beamish. It was ok, nothing special though. Its EXACTLY one month until I see bebegim......

?!30 DAYS?!

Work

Started at 12:30 again, for the later shift. All I did was clean clean clean and more CLEAN! It makes me so angry that there are two other perfectly capable people there, but all the cleaning gets left to me. Well, at least I only have one more shift to do... and it's in the morning so i'll have the rest of the day off which will be nice.

Just spoken to Ozkan tonight, for about half an hour on video call <3 Going to go to bed soon, but first I need to clean my piercing.... it's infected. It hurts and this is seriously going to sting.

Metro centre

Been shopping today at the Metro in Newcastle. Grandmar came with me and we set of at 9:30. Even though it was early moring it was red hot. Been a gorgeous all day aswel. Bought some lovely things, including my 18th birthday outfit. I got a dress and some shoes from Topshop. Not going to upload a picture of it until my birthday! I also bought some hair assessories, jewellry and a top. Still need loads of other things for the summer but at least I got what I wanted for my birthday, so i'm chuffed now. Took me ages to find something, we were just walking around going back into shops we had already been in. Eventually right at the end of the day I got my shoes, I LOVE THEM. veryy happy.

College

Haven't really done much today, been at college... it went really quick. We were just on the computers all day. When I got home Mum ordered a take away... I had a kebab yummm! Deffinatley not as nice as the Turkish Kebab's though. I'll be talking with bebegim tonight at about 10:30 when he's finished work... :)

Mam i've got a stitch

Been at the school over the last two days. Saw my old head teacher yesterday 'Mrs Smith'. It was really nice to see her, she gave me a cuddle bless! Today's been quite hot. In the morning I was just outside and it was lovely. After that we watched 'The Gruffalo' it was actually pretty good haha. This afternoon I completed some of my activities I needed to do and then I read my book that I made. They loved it, the teachers were amazed with it aswel! I didn't let them have it while I wasen't there so its still in good condition.

Well my diets been going amazing until today, I was just too hungry and I binged :/ So I decided to go for a little run. Looked like a freak running down a busy road but what the hell! I was only about 7 minutes or something daft, had abit of a stitch ;) .... need to do it more regulary though really.

x 39 days to go, not long... I miss him so much x

Pub night & sleepover

Slept over at Sam's last night. Her Mum and Dad are on holiday and she didn't want to be alone in the house. I shared a taxi up with my mum who was going to work, and got there for around 7:40. We went to the 'Spotted Dog' Pub for a few drinks. It was nice and quiet which was good because I was a little tired after being at college all day. When we got back to hers we put on the 'Pump it up' DVD! It was really hard, i've taken it home for my Dad to copy for me. Got some funny videos, we look so silly haha. Going to try it out myself tonight ;).

Chloe's 18th cocktail party

Sophie came for me at half 6 and we walked up together. Georgia was already there and chloe was still in her dressing gown! People started to arrive not too long after that, and luckily chloe was ready in time. It was a really nice night, the cocktails were gorgeous aswel. It was good to see them all again, but it made me feel a little sad when I got home because I do miss them alot.

Firemen woah woahh

Woke up at 8:15, and left the house at 8:25! The most diffictult part of my day is actually getting myself out of bed. Been at the school today. It was a nice day, and we had the firemen in to give the children a talk. They got to look round the fire engine hold the water hose. The firemen never visited my school when I was little, I soooooo wanted a go of that hose!

Went home for dinner, but the door was locked. Mum had gone out to Nana and Neds for the day. So I ended up just having to walk back to the school without any dinner, poor me. My diets going good, I've lost 4 pounds in about 6 days.

I have so much college work to do, I honestly don't know how I'm going to get it all done. I've done some of my book tonight, and am quiet tired now so I won't be doing anymore now.

3 weeks notice

Handed in my notice today <3 yeyyy. I actually can't wait, only 3 more sundays to go ;)....

I started early today, and Sian was supposed to be doing the afternoon. At 11 Sian phoned in and just quit, she didn't even give any notice or anything! Bit harsh really. I was shocked that she waited until the day of her shift, but I knew it was only a matter of time before she went.

So I ended up having to work the whole day! My feet and back are killing me now. But I suppose to do need the money soo its all good.

Back to placement

First day back at the school in a while, was a little nervous going in but it was fine. It was nice to see the kids again.

Northwood Primary School

Bank holiday Monday/Photo shoot

Been to Sam's today to do a photo shoot for her college work..She picked me up at 10:30 ... I got Paige to plate my hair the night before so that it was wavy. I also put a middle parting in, it suprisingly looked really good... like hippie/bohemiam. Sam put St Tropitz fake tan on me and omg I was blackkk. So I washed it of and put a fake tan on that was much more natural. She got me to put fake eye lashes on, they were amazing <3 deffinately going to get some more of them, she said they were only £1.99 from Savers.

It was done in an old run down building in the middle of a field. It was funny trying to climb over the gate with those massive high heels on, ohhh and trespassing over into someone else's garden hahaaa....

May may may may may

WOOOO, finally May is here :) ..... 56 days to go.

Woke up at half 9 this morning. I was supposed to be going to Samantha's but I have soooo much college work to do, so I decided to go for the sensible option and stay in. I've done quite abit, which is good. Mum and dad put my new curtains up today they look gorgeee. Relaxed most of the afternoon, watched Britains got talent, now i'm trying to work out how to use Skype. It's supposed to be better than MSN. Ozkan's webcam didn't work again tonight... so i'm thinking of using this instead.